Registered: Jan, 2008
Re: OUT WITH THE BULLIES
Mar 5, 2018 3:20 PM
>Well Judy, you just proved who you really are with that kind of a letter.
>> No, I have just proved I have brass Breasts that are brave enough to defend myself as a strong Women!!!
It was sad to read this, but, I understand your feelings. Actually, had planned to soften the thread I’ve been writing. Yet, found this before I could, HML.
Number 1) I don’t drop my real Friends cos you and/or your nice kygirl tell me too or, think I should…Chris, We 3 do not play together, visit each other's tables. Nothing! Since u began dating Kelly, I got it…it wasn’t a good idea for you and me to play. Even though you seem to be allowed to play other women besides ky . So, the times we all got close , was after my own and last ANGER TRIP which began good intentions. And, I’m not sure that h3ll is paved with them, as They say. with as a way to protect my long time. Since 2008 FlyOrDie Othello Family members. So, I got way carried away with the *catfish* thing. Didn’t even know what an online catfish was. I guess the most striking difference between us is respect, admission of guilt, and amends made where due.
>Wrong Chris! Everyone has their breaking point, including me. It wasn’t fitting anymore to sugar coat the truth. The truth as HML see’s it! Nuh-uh. This is not our first rodeo! ! Simply put, I will no longer tolerate your slandering me, lying to me, accusing me. .”Bearing false witness against me. .” Bible!*
I have gone round an round with both of you. Too many times, too many hours of giving you both my best. As aforementioned, those Private Messages to me…where you apologized over and over for dissing me, harassing me, simply for loving my long time, tried and true Buddy as he was in horrid **** with his own anger issues, and such. Perhaps it made sense to you to tell me not to be his friend anymore because he did such horrible things to Kelly and you! What would have been better and might have saved all of us time, would have been a public apology in The Lobby! You owed me that at the very least!
#2) I allowed myself this time after being Accused by you in all the other October 2017 posts that you reacted so meanly to my posted opinion’s that came from my heart !, Not gonna’ to stand for this abuse, your bullying of me. You are a smart man. You knew what you were doing. Even trying to manipulate me and my reactions, here there and everywhere! “My Momma’ didn’t raise no fool.” You lied to me, you hurt me each and every time. Very deeply with your posts here at The Forum! Chris, Chris, when I have made a friend. As I once did with you, and even her, I give them 1,000 feet of rope to hang themselves with. This I did with you two. You know. The War between you and this man IS NONE Of MY Business. I refuse to be hurt by you anymore. I too have a heart I must protect. And, a reputation to keep intact that I’ve worked hard in the Othello World since 1999 at VOG, Vinco Online Game site. So, yep! This time I knew it was necessary to expose the truth for me, and all other Othello Family Members! To nip it in the bud fast this time. To let you know you and everyone who even cares, know that 3 Times you’re out with me! Who the fruck has the time for this and, yet again? Not me. Not anymore. I do feel bad that I had to write such a “scathing,” post. Yet, baby!...Kido…It was for self-defense. This is not my war. I wish and ask you to keep me out of your ongoing War with this guy!!! As well, as all the battles. Please make note of this! Be man enough to apologize here. Or, just stay away from me. I will of cos still feel free at my vacation FOD-Othello Home to chat in The Lobby, no matter who is talking. It hurts me to have to pull away from you both so many times since ky has been here. U cannot Blow Hot the Cold at me from day-2-day! NO WAY!
>> I have never tried to defame you in any way nor would I mention things you have said to me and in the lobby. That's quite low actually.
> Well Chris, even Michelle Obama is human and, I suspect that she too, cannot daily live up to her, “When they go low, We go high.”
YES! Yes, you have, HML. You argued with me a number of times since you got here! Fine! Such is life.
Worst, You did divulge a secret nickname I need to use to play serious games to someone. I am sure that they would back me up in this. Because you did not make IT Right someone else know. I trusted you! You blew it. You hurt me. I have the HUMAN CONDITION too imperfect, wrong about people, places, and things. Angry, fearful, all when I am in “EGO,” not with God!
I am praying and meditating on all of this. Let me politely suggest that if you two believe in a God and\or a Higher Power you do the same,
Too bad you two do not remember or give me credit where credit is Due for the countless hours I’ve counseled you both, tried to help maintain peace In out Lobby with this Cyberbully War. So on and so forth. So, as my long-term Swedish man Friend had on his profile and loved to say in person when he visited me for a Christmas Week…”If you don’t want the horns don’t mess with the bull!!!!
Hey, I know the insane bitter Controlling anger Trip has a devilish and seductive Power. Thank my lucky stars, that doing a FlyOrDie Othello- Judy Inventory of myself I see how 2 times in the last 3 years, I have succumbed to its power. I went too far, it is an addictive, soul-killing Poison! Been grateful it happened, for I re-found The God Of My Own Understanding once again! Amen.
My prayer is for God to soften my heart. A mantra for dealing with resentments is, “Bless them. Change me!
The other thing I’ve been forced to learn is Mercy and Forgiveness. It has taken me over a fourth of a lifetime.
We may or may not ever be talking in at a table or in The Lobby again. Please use the MUTE Option, if you must. If we 3 do talk again, it must be with mutual respect. Personally, we will never be so-called friends again. Friends don’t do these things to friends. I no longer trust you two, and, I swear to God, typing this makes me cry inside. BUT, who knows?! Life and my God are often a big surprise. Hm, perhaps in heaven, if there is one, the three of us can take turns playing Othello.
All I insist on is Respect.
Now once and for all, enough with these endless Posts and complaints…we all have tired and done our best! Especially, the MOD TEAM, I feel safe in saying!
Let we of FOD-Othello begin Making Positive, Useful, loving and kind Blogs Henceforth. Of this, I ask of thee.
Lastly, I remain open-minded and hopeful we all "beating a dead horse!” Lol, I love horses too much ))))*. God bless you, God bless me, God bless us all!!~*