Hello NotJohnShuster,
Your Subscription status can be found in your player Profile Settings under any Play Now page where you login. Click on the settings icon like in the screenshot below.
Link -
https://i.postimg.cc/vHjxxgYR/jpeggjeff.jpg
There should be a duration like in the screenshot if you have an active subscription. If not then you will have to either purchase it again or earn more VIP from Tournaments.
The Golden Star icon is VIP earned from Tournaments and it adds to your overall subscription duration, it's only an extension.
The Silver Star icon is the PAID Subscription you purchased and if it's no longer on your account then it's due to the fact it has run out. Subscriptions are not permanent, they do eventually expire thus meaning you need to re-subscribe if you wish to regain the Silver Star Icon and your Subscriber benefits.
Your account has not been deleted, if it had been then you wouldn't be able to do the following:
1. Login to the Forum or any Game here on FlyOrDie.
2. Make Posts on the FlyOrDie Forums here.
3. Play anything (with the exception of alternative accounts/guest accounts).
Kind Regards,
Jeff.